Price we pay for growing up

Childhood is a state of bliss......because where ever we are whatever situation we are in, we enjoy it....we experince the minutest details...feel the power of presence...many will not believe ...but i still remember...how delighted i was when i was to join my kindergarten school...i was so excited...i enjoyed everything ...i felt proud when i wore my school shoes...coz i felt myself bit taller....now when i look back i feel amuzed at my innocence....i just loved to watch my teachers and back home i used to play "teacher-teacher"...imitating every actions, and even facial expressions of my teachers...at that time i dreamt of becoming a Professor...thats what my mom told me...is one who teaches elder students...i found great joy and a feeling of power...cannot be described into words......buying a balloon, barbie doll , visiting granny's place....all could be analogous to getting job of my dream....so what happened to me....i wonder why am i not able to find bliss in small things , people and situations....is that the price we pay for getting older......we become too intellectual that what were matter of enjoyment and happiness for us have now become......(under construction)

Big Illusion..........

Have u ever peeped inside
Trying to figure out..who is the
One living this life…..
"not you "may be actually "you"
ordinary , is actually "Extraordinary "
Whom you have kept in jail tied with chains of despair,
fear and apprehensions….
Might have not seen the hidden wings ready to fly to discover
Abundance inside and outside…..
So it might be true …
the way you look yourself is big illusion.


You think you are man and seek for God
What is inside , why to seek outside
You seek for joy and bliss, it is inherent in you.
You are beyond past present and future
Yor are infinite without any limitations
You are a Mine…dig deep find the diamonds within u
need to dive deep inside you and fetch the
real you……….pristine pearl
Give a chance to yourself and I bet you will realize
the way you look yourself is a big illusion.


If you want to enjoy the bliss
Begin where you are …don’t wait for some
Rapture that’s future and far……
The pain and sorrow that you suffer is ….
The process of metamorphosis…
You are developing your wings….and so feel happy
that one day you will be a bright and beautiful butterfly
Will enjoy nector of splendid flowers………and then you will
Be sure that.........
the way you looked yourself was a big illusion..

God...my perspective

So finally I am doing what I decided to do long back,…..finally implementing the idea of creating my blog……so what should be the first article / topic ????…or whatever u all bloggers say…..hmmm…..how about……”GOD – Does he/she/it exist or just a creation of our minds”….Bingo!!!!! I like the idea…So lets get started……..Beginning with the definition of God. Is God Person, place, animal( e.g Ganesh), or just a feeling……or actually God is beyond words , description and even feelings……
According to quantum Physics…God is just a creation of our mind….the spirit or energy that is within us is actually God….or Simply I as a humen being will evolve and my final evolution is to reach the status of being “God”….In Sanskrit we say “aham brahma asmi” ..i.e “I am God”…
Speaking mathematically , if we think everything around us is “Deterministic” i.e kind of pre-defined….then God is something outside us…May be thatswhy we go to temple in search of God…and that’s why we go to fortune teller……..Now try to look other dimension .....every thing is “Probablistic”….i.e there are chances of many outcomes , there are multiple views to look at something, destiny is not something “constant”…instead it is something which you as a person is creating for yourself by choosing one of the outcomes , one of the attitudes, one of the ideas…one of the feelings……….and so on….Now once we reach at this level of thinking…the whole concept about God totally changes…and there you come to understand the meaning of “ahm brahm asmi”…yes…I am the creator as well as the destroyer…I am brahma , Vishnu and Mahesh……..